now i have more of my life but when i go nuts ita€™s all that i write maybe a circus animal, maybe ia€™m at the zoo this strange mind in a cage is all that shows through. some days are so long he was a great once, this i promise to you most things fall apart maybe i was to maybe i have to. somewhere between twelve and two once again therea€™s smoke in my brain shea€™s been gone for years but in the cloud she to remains thata€™s all gone now and we may not get through the truth may not be real, pain will show you whata€™s true.